Doms are from Mars???

I have been thinking that Dr. Gray needs to write an updated version of this wonderful book, but for Doms and submissives...

Wondering....continued

Well, Florida Dom mentioned in My comment section of Wondering post "How red do you want her ass after you finish with hitting it?" here is some proof...





Oh, the paddle will be fixed....

Warren,
Owner of morningstar

Wondering....

I am wondering if I used the correct wording for her ( Mine ) ass??

What do you think?? I am thinking now it should have read " His Ass to hit here "...

Warren,
Owner of morningstar

Crossroads.....

It's that time of year again....

Well, before the computer dies due to lack of power ( I forgot the power at home ) I thought you might enjoy seeing littleone's present to Me....

I hope that all you had a lovely Christmas day, as I did with My loved ones.....

Sir,
Owner of morningstar

Farmville, Netbook vs BDSM

OMG, My littlone has become a computer/Farmville geek overnight....

I say this because over the weekend she purchased a lovely little HP Netbook computer and now she is setting it up, no time for BDSM....

her Farmville needs tending, no time BDSM....

Guess what, NOW IT IS TIME FOR BDSM !!!!!!!

Hope her computer won't crash, her farm won't die....

I HATE holidays, words

Well another holiday has come and gone. Words have once again got Me in trouble. I also know these words are going to get Me into trouble too, but this time I have to speak My mind ( if I ever had one ).

I used two word today after this holiday weekend and now both of U/us are unhappy, oh those words were " have to ". Now maybe I should have used another word but I was listing things so I used those words for everything.

Holidays around here are in My opinion are a pain in the ass, oh not for the fun it brings but for the aftermaths. Once the guests/family have left then it is panic mode to get things back into normal status instead of sitting back ( for a few minutes at least ) and enjoying the times goods that have just happened.

Holidays upset the routine of this house and although I can stand it, My littleone has to have everything back in its place instead of spreading things out or letting things good for a couple of days. So what if all the laundry isn't done in a day, or the house is " dirty " for a day or two. Ok, ok I know I am a Male Dom, but which is better in My mind getting in some BDSM fun in or doing the " chores " right that moment?? Hell no, it is get the chores done, and I am now sick of it, GOS ( Good Old Sir ) in the old times would have say go get the chores done, but I am suppose to be changing to a Stricter Dom, well it isn't working either. I get attitude like " have to " ?? well all that does is turn Me off of what I want to do, then who wins NO ONE.

Is there a way to cancel all holidays? unfortunately no, so I really don't know what to do, right now all I know is W/we are both unhappy, she for not getting to fly and Me for not taking her up there :-((

This has to stop because I am F@#$%king tired of feeling the way I am feeling today!!

Sir's Sunday report

Well normally My littleone writes a Monday report blog on the weekend's events or lack of them, well I thought I would get one out to Y/you before she has a good at it, also I have the pictures to show Y/you and she doesn't.

In a nut shell, the weekend really started off on Thursday instead of Friday as My littleone took O/our oldest Grandson and Myself to see " Walking with the Dinosaurs " and what a show it was. I have been trying to find the correct word to describe it and I still haven't but I would strongly suggest that if you have the change to and you are enjoy seeing " live " shows then go by all means it is worth it in My opinion.

Now moving on to Friday, I decided that W/we should attend the " FetLife " munch that was being held later that evening. It was good to see old friends that W/we hadn't seen or heard from even though the turn out wasn't as many as the hostess had planned on ( just ticks Me off that people say they are going to attend then don't show up ). MsV did a good job in any case.

Saturday, was a lazy day for both of us although I thought it was time for Me to do a bit of BDSM even though littleone's fridge decided to act up and W/we needed to wait for the repairman to show but no time was fixed.. I got out the permanent maker and placed My mark on her. This is the first time I can remember I have done this and it won't be the last time either. I thought it would be nice for her if she had her tits wrapped in leather. It is always nice to see them go purple. After awhile I got up again from My computer reading and got out a small but nice leather flogger and went at her pussy and thighs :-))..

Sunday well it was washing and ironing for her, but with a little fun to think, of a couple of nipple clamps with bells attached placed on her pussy lips. After awhile she was told to get over to the hassack and kneel down and spread her legs open. Once in that position I went at her pussy nice and fast to give her a well deserved orgasm.

The rest of the day until I left was done doing vanilla shopping and talking....

For more details I am sure My littleone will be posting to her blog although she might be a tad late with it as it is her official first day at her new location of work.

Finally I have to make a note to Myself to start shaving that hairy little puss again since it looks as My littleone isn't getting every last hair on it off...

A delay that was worth it....

So after a few days of delays, the anniversary celebrations have started.... To prove it here are the photos.

The first photo shows the result of a small sample test run of the sjambok that was presented to Me ( photo of it on littleone's blog ). As you can see it was/IS a success!!


The second picture shows the latest and annual Anniversary carving of the year. I am sorry that it isn't a perfect 8 but I do believe it will have to do until I get a better carving knife meant for this sole purpose.



Now, the next event for U/us heading for O/our Annual BDSM Weekend in the Woods next week. I have decided this year to spend the overnights at a local B&B instead of staying on the campsite. I do hope this change will also be a success or it will be back to the camping equipment out of the locker.

All in all, the delay of O/our anniversary was worth the delay even if littleone really wanted to be the romantic subbie ( is this allowed in a subbie ?? ) and have all the celebrations on the day of.

So, 8 years down, how many more... well tune in next year to find out....

Sir,
Owner of morningstar

This is who I am.....

I am who I am and that is it !!!!

I help people, and for most cases it makes Me feel good, in other cases I do it because it is the right thing to do. Other people in the world do it on a daily bases and not because it is their job, but just because they want to.

I seem to hurt some people ( not by choice most of the time ) in helping other people. When I help out I am required to be somewhere or do something else and not with the people I should/want to be with at the same . Sometimes, hell most of the time I wish/want I could be two or more people at the time, sometimes I feel I am two or more people being pulled apart but this is MY problem to get over. I really don't mean to hurt the people I care for but it just comes out that way from time to time, I have tried to change and it just doesn't work :-( I wish I had all the correct answers but I don't and that makes Me very sad.

As the late Walter Cronkite use to say " And that's the way it is "

Take Me for what I am, a helper, a GOS ( Good Old Sir ), someone who tries and helps most of the time with success, some of the time with failures, I don't mean to hurt anyone unless they have hurt Me ( like Renovco the Montreal renovators that screwed up My house did !! )

I know the words " I am sorry " just won't cut it but those are the only ones that I can say and mean it.

Who would have thought.....

Who would have thought that a simple thing like a Q-tip would send littleone around the bend.

Let Me explain, on the weekend I decided that it was time to get out the new box of needles that were sitting in the new needle box around here at the house. littleone has started her vacation although this vacation I think will be a different one from the past 8 of them as she is waiting to hear if she is going to start at a new location at work.

Well it has been awhile for some needle play as well as the fact it had been a busy day so littleone needed time to unwind but on busy days I have found that a good needle session is always good... Normally I once I have placed the needles into littleone's lovely round ass I use a chain or a knife on her to give her a sensation treat, but that evening I didn't have either handy but I noticed some of My Q-tips near by and thought what the hell, WELL you really had to be there to see her reaction to this little cotton swap, I just didn't believe it she went over the moon.

What a lovely treat for the both of U/us that evening....

Have I once again, screwed up things?

Have I once again, screwed up things, I think so, ( NO I KNOW SO )? littleone has stopped blogging something she has always done and loved on a daily basis.

Over the weekend I said something to her and as usual I said it incorrectly, even though what I said needed to be said in My foolish mind. If that wasn't enough I sent her an email saying that I think there should be no more vanilla things or two houses done anymore.

Was My timing wrong HELL yes, ( she is still having flu problems ) was what I said wrong no as I have noticed more and more how upset ( My word not hers ) she was getting with dealing with these and other subjects.

I was telling a client today ( that had noticed I was very short tempered ) that everyone wants Me yet if I say no when I am overloaded they get upset when I am not there. I told her that I was between a rock and a hard place and I wasn't keeping ANYONE happy especially Me. If I drop out they will be pissed, if I stay I am going to angrier and they will get pissed too.

Honestly, I just don't know what the hell to do. I know I am not giving littleone what she wants/needs/deserves and I honestly don't know at this stage if I ever can. It isn't her fault in anyway but Mine, but I know she will blame herself and nothing I do/say will change her thinking ( there is that rock again ).

As her youngest is always saying " Sucks to be you ", what I am thinking is where is Clarence from the movie " It's a Wonderful Life " ? As I am feeling more and more like George Bailey. I have/am screwing up more things than I am fixing.

I know what I have said will make her cry, sick to her stomach and few other things, but this is what going around in My brains that is full of rocks.

Everyone seems to think I have all the answers, well this time I haven't got any and the ones I do have no one is going to like...

My subbie has a new slave...

My subbie using her her slave a Nikon D60...



More to cum in her blogs I am sure :-) Since every move I or the cats do is being photographed,,,

Sir's New Toy....

There it is, a Coleman RoadTrip Propane Stove.

Here is what the subbie was really doing if you read her blog on the subject:

Sorry no pictures of the Filet Migon as W/we both eat it all up, butt boy was it GOOD even without green veggies...

Something littleone said today...

This evening I have invited a friend over to MY house and not to littleone's Condo to have a supper with U/us. This friend isn't into the lifestyle but does know that W/we are and accepts U/us for who W/we are and not what W/we practice, but this isn't why I am writing this blog but rather what My littleone said this morning " Don't you want me to make you proud of me "

Well, I know that this evening's dinner of Rack of Lamb, Peach Chessecake will be great and even though I am writing this now ( before supper is served ) I KNOW everything will be perfect and that littleone has done everything correct and honestly even if everything didn't work out it would STILL be perfect to Me.

So, the following image says it all....



ps: she always makes Me proud, even if things don't go the way I want/demand of her.

Happy Easter

Last week's report card

Well, on some levels last week with My littleone was a success and on some levels it was a failure.

The good side, littleone got her new car, I learnt how to make an egg MacMuffin well My way knot their way ....

On the failure side, I didn't Dom My littleone like I should have or would have liked to. I wasn't tough enough, demanding enough or played enough with her.

I truly wonder if I ever will be the Dom My littleone wants/needs? Oh I know she says I am doing it right for her, butt I wonder how much happier she would be if a stronger Dom that thinks and acts the way she wants comes along she would be??

I go over in My mind what I haven't done and I think I will learn for the next time, butt when the next time comes around I don't seem to get it correct :=((

Well for now back to the drawing board to see what will happen next time.

Oh, this is a picture of My Egg MacMuffin, nothing MacDonald`s has to worry about..

St. Valentine's Report

It was a lovely St. Valentine's Day, it was nice to get the above card from My littleone, although it nearly got a different icing as when littleone was icing it I decided to " attack " her from behind, pity W/we didn't place the cake in between her legs since once again she was " repaired " ( she always says she is broken when I get her that way )...

Later on in the day I decided that it had been awhile since the leather thongs had been used and not wishing them to knot to go bad, I told her to get them out and well, you can see by the below picture what happened

After a lovely steak and potatoes dinner I let My littleone think that was it for the evening, butt I fooled her and when down to the dungeon and got out the " Circus and Veggie " whips and brought them back upstair. This was going to be a nice treat since they, like the leather thongs, hadn't been used for awhile. Well it wasn't long before her fairies were guiding her on the path of la-la land.

Now, today she is moving slowly and aching butt I would assume she is enjoying every minute of pain ;-)

Oh, I dropped by The Heron Clan's blog site to read swan's blog of the 14th and smiled seeing there is still old fashioned love in this world.

Well that is My report and I am sticking to it..

A failing weekend...

Well the report card is in and I failed the weekend... First off W/we went to the curling outing for My military association and was it was to be My first assignment since I became an Ensign and My new position, the Garrison photographer, and the camera battery ran out of power :-( the only thing that is going to save My butt is the " old " Garrison photographer was there so he carried on taking the pictures. Oh I also found out that he was promoted to the rank of second in command at the time I becoming a Ensign, and I should have known that, another goof...

The bigger failing grade was with My littleone this weekend. I know she doesn't like change and having to show up at My new digs is a large change for her! Having her over here and without the toys she has become accustomed to was too much for her I think since Sunday was a lost cause. Oh, I tried to use a small strap that I have in My Black bag that I have to use on other subs that wish to play without using My littleone's toys ( a safety thing ), I ordered her over to a chair and to stand and I started in on her ass, nothing really so I changed to My hands and still nothing really, but I did think I would get some reaction in My mind but all I really got was an afternoon of a subbie on the sofa pouting or at least that is the way I read it.

W/we had Chinese food for Saturday's noon lunch and the left overs I thought My littleone would like to take home butt even that failed she left them all and took none home even though I told her to..

I am wondering if that old saying is really true, you can't teach an old dog new tricks for I have tried to please her in the ways of BDSM and I keep failing over and over again. I know she is a good slave/subbie/servant and deserves better, a Master that can handle all her needs not one that continues to fail the grade, I guess I should turn in My " Sir " commission?

A toy that keeps on giving after the licking

Well who would have thought that a little cute item like the picture above would have My littleone saying and moving OUCH, butt it has :-)

I went to Adam and Gillian's Sensual Whips and Toys website to leave them a word or two about what a lovely product they had in this product to go along with some of their other lovely products they produce that My littleone has purchased over the past year or two butt sadly they don't have a section to leave comments thus I am doing it here.

Over the past 7 years I as well as My littlone have purchased many toys to use and I must say how impressed I am with this toy with the one exception and that is leaving " I was there " mark and I am sadly starting to believe this is never going to happen with littleone.

I am enjoying using this toy very much for a few reasons, one it feels good in My hand, two is can be used from a light swing to a heavy swing ( although I haven't used it at that level, yet ;-) but soon will be ), three it is just a pleasure using it without tiring Me out over a long session.

Well the Holiday Season has started :-(...

For those that celebrate the Holiday Season to the fullest I wish you everything you look forward to.

This year the Hoilday Season was going to be a tough one in My opinion and I was/am correct, I personally don't enjoy celebrating Christmas with the exception seeing the looks and excitement of My two Non-Grandsons ( Non because they are littleone's daughter's kids and since I am knot married to littleone thus I am not Grandfather but rather Non-Grandfather ). littleone loves Christmas but it is getting very hard for her since her family is growing up and their schedules are becoming more and more hectic. This year was the start of this, her girls dropped in to have a Christmas lunch yesterday and then it was off to the other families. This morning littleone sat in her chair after being shaved ( after her 6 week punishment ) and teared up and only after pushing and pushing did I get the reason why. I won't go into detail because I am sure I won't explain perfectly ( maybe she will do it in her blog ) but I will say I was so sad that I couldn't help her at all butt rather sit there and listen to her. Personally I agree with her thinking and maybe it is time to rethink the Christmas Season with the family.

I hate it when I can't help her, for I think/know if I step in and talk to the kids I might/will screw things up more and that wouldn't help littleone out at all.

So, over the years I have become more and more a Grinch, an Ebenezer Scrooge and that way I can't/won't be hurt when things go screwy, but even with those feelings I can't help and hope that littleone's future Christmas' are better than the ones that have made her tear up and become sad.

Oh, you should see the BDSM christmas present littleone got Me ( again I hope she posts the picture on her blog I foolishly forgot My camera at home this visit ) it is wonderful!!

The Reason why....

Here is just some of the reasons why I am knot over with littleone and doing all those BDSM things she is needing :-((

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Tomorrow is the Grey Cup maybe that will make up for Me knot being with littleone today....

littleone and Sir......

littleone has no Internet.....

littleone has no Sir.... ( home supervising construction ppl )

littleone has a very sore infected finger.....

littleone has something bothering her......

Sir can't help....

Sir doesn't like this at all.....

only good thing is W/we are going to the Grey Cup Game on Sunday......

Tis the season

My littleone wrote about the start of Christmas season soon. I have been working hard on getting My parents house ready to be fixed up and painted at the expense of knot being able to be Sir to littleone...



Well as you can see by the below picture I found something of My Mother's that My littleone, more like Myself, can start the Xmas season off in the right spirit of the season....

HO, HO, HO.......

Addendum: Sorry for all the cunt hair, butt as I stated earlier I have been busy with other things, butt I told littleone she was to be shaved today she declined so I have decided that she can stay that way until Dec 25th.... MERRY CHRISTMAS

I just don't get !!!!

I have been told that I should take more of a Dominate role in My ways and stop being a GOS ( Good Old Sir ) also come up with different ways of doing things. I have also been told that It should be all about Me and that she comes afterwards if that at all.

Well, I just did that, I told her to get down to the dungeon after I had just finished shaving her cunt hair off so I could do what I wanted to do to her that being just to play a bit with her and then make her come.

What did I get for this, a crying, upset subbie :-( A sub that was at My feet ( after I called her over from her chair ) explaining things to a now silent Dom.

I JUST DON'T FUCKING GET IT !!! Oh, she explained it to Me but it really doesn't make any sense to this old Dom, maybe I am just too old for this privilege of being a Dom, maybe I should just bag My bags and let her find the Dom that understands what she wants, needs and the way she wishes to be handled because I just don't get it !!

And I am sorry for that too....

Changes are cumming :-))

Well it has been awhile since I have posted here for loads of reasons I am knot going to bore you with or get Myself in trouble with.

Over the past several months though I have been trying to change My GOS ( Good Old Sir ) ways in dealing with My littleone. I think I have been doing a good job changing to the surprise of her, like this evening when I went downstairs and got the lovely cane that she had purchased earlier this year from Adam and Gillian's Sensual Whips and Toys website. Telling her to get her ass over to the living stool was a real shock to her especially since I wouldn't show her the cane until the first swing and then it was OUCH !! then other words she used.... No warm up, no light taps just a good old fashion English caning and I LOVED every swing to her white soon to be red ass although not as red as W/we would love.

So here are the pics of the marks that were left and the means of My pleasure...

I am starting to enjoy this new change from the old ways of GOS, I just have to make sure that I don't create a new monster on My Hands....

Only time will tell and hopefully I will keep up My posts on My progress better than I have been doing in the past....

After 7 years this is all I get???

This is one of the presents I received today from My littleone on O/our seventh anniversary of becoming a BDSM couple.

It got Me thinking is this all I get after 7 years, a copper Hindu pot? After all the tears ( knot all from a good spanking/flogging or other BDSM things ) that I have had to see and listen to, all the disobedience she has shown, all the stamping of feet and other things too many to mention, THIS is all I get? NO WAY !!!!!

I also get a subbie ( slave, submissive just in case you don't like subbie ) who is there for Me when I need her, when I need a shoulder to lean on, when a laugh is required, when I need a level head but most of all a subbie that is devoted to Me and O/our lifestyle.

In My opinion that is worth more than a copper Hindu pot anytime!!!! Do you think??

Sir to morningstar aka My littleone

The Runaway by Norman Rockwell

There are Zippers and then.....

There are zippers and then there are ZIPPERS, as My littleone found out this evening.

Y/you should have been there when I gave My littleone her gift that I had purchased since she had been feeling sick all week.

her eyes were as wide as saucers and her mouth dropped opened wide enough to be able to take a 3 inch ball gag without any troubles if I had one hanging around. she know what her gift was, that of a package of clothes pegs complete with a clothes rope to link them together. I ordered her to get started on the linking process and all I heard was " isn't it my bedtime, Sir ? " of course it wasn't not even close.

Here is what the finished product was:

sorry this was the finished results:

No need for expense....

Just a quick blog about toys and the cost of them. You can go out and spend a fortune for great toys and get little reaction from Your sub/slave, then You can go out and spend almost nothing and get the greatest reaction from them, below You will see what I am talking about..

W/we were at a local party favors store getting some wedding supplies for the weddings this summer, so while My littleone was doing her thing I was browsing the store when I spotted something for a lowly price of $3.99 for a drinking tube with a chain for around the neck that is used for shot drinks. Well in a brief test in the store I held the tube and swung the chain part at littleone's arm first and OUCH could be heard, then the ass was next and DAM was heard with a smile on her face. That was it, it was a purchase....

Train wreck???

What happens when a Master and a slave are too independent.... there could be a train wreck down the line :-(

So what does a Master do to cure this problem? Does he get out all the punishment tools, yell at the slave or just say nothing and keep His feels inside or worse???

Can summer be far behind??

Well it is springtime in the North, for how long no one can tell, but can summer be too far behind?

As you can see My littleone is out on the patio cleaning up the winter damage. It is so nice to see her outside doing what she loves, her patio, her secret garden something I KNOW she is going to what to have up and running very soon. her meds are over and all that is left is to find out just how much they worked, personally I think they have worked and life around here is going to get back to the old ways I am Master and she is slave and if somehow that isn't to be and the meds didn't work life around here is still going to be I am Master and she is slave!

So, it is sooooooooo nice to see My littleone getting ready for summer and her secret garden :-)

Happy Easter

Off to find those Easter eggs ;-))

Sir

Owner of morningstar

littleone, this is for you

This afternoon as well as this weekend just didn't go the way I had to planned so the only word that I can say is what My friend about is showing to you.....

your Sir

Blackmail??? I think knot, just down right fun :-)

littleone in her blog said I would blackmail her with pictures of her painting, I wouldn't blackmail her as I don't need to do that since I am her Sir and anything ( with her permission ) I say goes so I just think showing you her painting will give Y/you a good laugh like I got by watching her...

( ps: notice the red ass from a little hand spanking I did on her so this was a BDSM thing and knot a vanilla thing )

Also in another blog of littleone's she pointed out about her latest cleaning duties around the condo so why knot show Y/you these photos....

God, yeah got to love digital cameras, I know I do !

The cup runith over

Well now I think you have the picture of the title of this blog... It was awhile since I have needled My littleone and I finally got to the pharmacy that W/we found in Chinatown for the needles. Unfortunately I couldn't get the .025 gauge needles and had to settle for .022 a much more flexible needle that I don't really enjoy as the bend a tad too much when I am inserting them into littleone's ass.

On My birthday W/we went down to the Fétiche Store to redeem the gift certificate that W/we had won from the Knotty International group supper a couple of months ago. I settled on a Bondage DVD and a very nice cupping set. Well I have used it a couple of times with very good success and I thought what would happen if I combined cupping and needling, well I can tell you now it was a GREAT success as the picture shows, sorry I can't film the feelings that littleone was going through but I can tell you she was in subspace for awhile after..

Sorry for the delay in bloging this

Can you ever say it enough?

Several days ago it was the day for everyone that has a loved one to remember just how lucky they are to have that special someone in their lives.

Can you ever say THANKS enough? NO, and if anyone says different is truly needs to rethink their relationship. Think how lucky you are to have a partner that allows you to enjoy the lifestyle and do thinks like this:

So littleone THANKS

Sir,

Owner of morningstar

Who would have thought???

that a little thing purchased at a Dollarstore would could the pain and marks that it did on My littleone, I DID !!!

I was out killing time while My littleone was with her youngest daughter looking for a wedding dress that the youngest needed for this July I dropped into the store and was looking around seeing what I could get to give My littleone after the day's shopping ( she hates shopping btw ) and there in the corner of the store I saw a bunch of rulers hanging there. Normally I would have pasted over them thinking ho hum boring but something drew Me to them and it wasn't the pretty colors but something did. When I arrived to them I noticed the words on the card that was attached to the ruler " Never Breaks " and said to Myself I doubt that with My littleone's ass and how she can break almost all the paddles, canes and others, then I noticed on the ruler itself the word " Xtraflex " so I picked it off the hook and felt that is wasn't the standard HARD plastic ruler but rather a SOFT flexible plastic one.

Well, when W/we got back from the Wedding store ( the one were the youngest got the lovely dress to be used, pssst she is going to look lovely in it ) littleone was complaining that she was broken ( her medical problem ) when she saw the package of clothes pegs ( oh I didn't tell you about them ) that was in the same bag as the ruler from hell so I knew the only thing to do was not to wait until later to use the ruler but rather order her to living room hassock and get those cotton panties down and present her ass for a sampling of the ruler from hell. My God did she yell on the first and every stroke after :-))

So who would have thought it was going to be this good? I did and W/we are so glad I did as the top right picture shows well sort of shows since her ear to ear grin never got photographed.