Can summer be far behind??

Well it is springtime in the North, for how long no one can tell, but can summer be too far behind?

As you can see My littleone is out on the patio cleaning up the winter damage. It is so nice to see her outside doing what she loves, her patio, her secret garden something I KNOW she is going to what to have up and running very soon. her meds are over and all that is left is to find out just how much they worked, personally I think they have worked and life around here is going to get back to the old ways I am Master and she is slave and if somehow that isn't to be and the meds didn't work life around here is still going to be I am Master and she is slave!

So, it is sooooooooo nice to see My littleone getting ready for summer and her secret garden :-)

Happy Easter

Off to find those Easter eggs ;-))

Sir

Owner of morningstar

littleone, this is for you

This afternoon as well as this weekend just didn't go the way I had to planned so the only word that I can say is what My friend about is showing to you.....

your Sir

Blackmail??? I think knot, just down right fun :-)

littleone in her blog said I would blackmail her with pictures of her painting, I wouldn't blackmail her as I don't need to do that since I am her Sir and anything ( with her permission ) I say goes so I just think showing you her painting will give Y/you a good laugh like I got by watching her...

( ps: notice the red ass from a little hand spanking I did on her so this was a BDSM thing and knot a vanilla thing )

Also in another blog of littleone's she pointed out about her latest cleaning duties around the condo so why knot show Y/you these photos....

God, yeah got to love digital cameras, I know I do !

The cup runith over

Well now I think you have the picture of the title of this blog... It was awhile since I have needled My littleone and I finally got to the pharmacy that W/we found in Chinatown for the needles. Unfortunately I couldn't get the .025 gauge needles and had to settle for .022 a much more flexible needle that I don't really enjoy as the bend a tad too much when I am inserting them into littleone's ass.

On My birthday W/we went down to the Fétiche Store to redeem the gift certificate that W/we had won from the Knotty International group supper a couple of months ago. I settled on a Bondage DVD and a very nice cupping set. Well I have used it a couple of times with very good success and I thought what would happen if I combined cupping and needling, well I can tell you now it was a GREAT success as the picture shows, sorry I can't film the feelings that littleone was going through but I can tell you she was in subspace for awhile after..

Sorry for the delay in bloging this

Can you ever say it enough?

Several days ago it was the day for everyone that has a loved one to remember just how lucky they are to have that special someone in their lives.

Can you ever say THANKS enough? NO, and if anyone says different is truly needs to rethink their relationship. Think how lucky you are to have a partner that allows you to enjoy the lifestyle and do thinks like this:

So littleone THANKS

Sir,

Owner of morningstar

Who would have thought???

that a little thing purchased at a Dollarstore would could the pain and marks that it did on My littleone, I DID !!!

I was out killing time while My littleone was with her youngest daughter looking for a wedding dress that the youngest needed for this July I dropped into the store and was looking around seeing what I could get to give My littleone after the day's shopping ( she hates shopping btw ) and there in the corner of the store I saw a bunch of rulers hanging there. Normally I would have pasted over them thinking ho hum boring but something drew Me to them and it wasn't the pretty colors but something did. When I arrived to them I noticed the words on the card that was attached to the ruler " Never Breaks " and said to Myself I doubt that with My littleone's ass and how she can break almost all the paddles, canes and others, then I noticed on the ruler itself the word " Xtraflex " so I picked it off the hook and felt that is wasn't the standard HARD plastic ruler but rather a SOFT flexible plastic one.

Well, when W/we got back from the Wedding store ( the one were the youngest got the lovely dress to be used, pssst she is going to look lovely in it ) littleone was complaining that she was broken ( her medical problem ) when she saw the package of clothes pegs ( oh I didn't tell you about them ) that was in the same bag as the ruler from hell so I knew the only thing to do was not to wait until later to use the ruler but rather order her to living room hassock and get those cotton panties down and present her ass for a sampling of the ruler from hell. My God did she yell on the first and every stroke after :-))

So who would have thought it was going to be this good? I did and W/we are so glad I did as the top right picture shows well sort of shows since her ear to ear grin never got photographed.

Bitch, bitch, bitch

That is all I have heard from My littleone today and I really don't understand why she should be complainting like she is.

You will first have to go over to her blog of today to understand the first reason and set of pictures to get her first reason to bitch.

For the second reason you can see below:

Well attached to the ass...

and just to add a bit of fun to the action.

So, I ask Y/you, Do you understand why littleone is Bitching? I don't

Sir,

Owner of morningstar

What am I missing here???

Well Christmas come and passed and the reviews are in.

I have a great deal of more work to be done it seems, the presents were acceptable but the presentation was lack lusted, just seems to Me that I can't get the hang of things, I wonder IF I ever will, maybe I was never cut out to be a Sir or it just in My system?? Maybe a GOS can never be a Sir, I was hoping that was never true.

littleone was counting down the days, hours, minutes to getting what she thought was going to be an all day pain session and all she really got was a pain for a Sir... oh I did give her new Christmas presents a workout but just knot the whole day she was looking forward to, God know she deserves it, but I am knot sure I will be able to fill her needs/wants/desires EVER :-((

The only thing I can come up with is to keep trying until there is nothing left in Me to honestly make littleone happy then it is My responsibility to start looking around to find that Sir Ma'am/Master Mistress/Dom Domme to fill her needs where I couldn't, then that will be the sadist day in My life.

AND littleone, I am knot saying I am leaving you..... just as you do thinking

To Everyone......

Let it be known that all year Christmas is a BAH HUMBUG, butt on this day may you all have a most WONDERFUL day filled with all the love and wishes that You and your other ( whom that may be ) that your heart can hold....

....Ebenezer Sir

HO, HO, HO... The Christmas spirit has started

Well on most Christmas days I am usually heard while walking around saying BAH HUMBUG and meaning it, but I must say that since I have now found a great way to hang those Christmas cards that W/we have received from O/our friends I might just start going around saying bah humbug instead but with a smile on My face.

littleone, is looking forward to this Xmas season since she got the good word from those medical Santa's and thus is also looking forward to Me giving her Xmas presents the way she likes them, and have I gone over board this season too, but have I told you I don't like Christmas, yet I do love celebrating it with littleone ;-) let's just hope she too will enjoy celebrating with the same passion after seeing what is the hanging from the chains as I will.

Look forward to her up cumming blogs in the near future discussing those presents, ohhhhh I am very, very sure she IS going to blog about them :-))

Wondering out loud about things.....

Yes I know :-(( it has been a few weeks since I have blogged but life and lifestyle has gotten in the way....

I have been doing some thinking and YES it did hurt.... Lately things around here has been like a 3 ring circus between littleone's daughters getting ready for their weddings next year, the addition of houseboy and now littleone's health problems ( Mine basically I hope are over ).

The weddings:

Basically at this time I am sitting back and watching, listening and being there for littleone when the two daughters go though the trials and tribulations of getting ready for their weddings and in My mind the one up-manship that almost all sisters go through.... So My role at this time is to be there for littleone when the kids say or do something that really drives littleone to the hills and tears. I will take mental notes, be there for driving duties, and getting deals if they are in My power to get and then wait until I have to step in and protect My littleone from really getting hurt AND TRUST Me when I say this, if the wedding arrangements or the kids start/are hurting their Mom then the wedding on O/our side will be cancelled!!

The houseboy:

This was a learning curve on My side. Could a switch that has always leaned on the Dominant side really be a slave/submissive ( what ever title one wishes to use ) to a submissive that truly has never been a Dominant ( in the lifestyle ). Well the mid-terms are in as far as I am concerned and the to Me I would give an A for effort by both the parties. As for the rest well I don't think anyone has failed in their areas, but I do think as the quote goes " You can't teach an old dog new tricks ". Everyone is trying their best, but on each side they aren't happy and this isn't good in My thinking.

littleone's Health:

Here is an area that at this stage is too early to talk about since the tests, results and all that Medicial stuff that has to be done is ahead of littleone. The only thing I know, feel and MUST happen is My support is there, wants to be there, every step of the way. I still haven't understood 100% this thing littleone has, but I do trust her Doctor that has said it isn't cancer ( now I haven't talked to the Doctor directly yet, but in the past this Doctor has shown the wisdom that I do like in My Own Doctors ) so I will step back on the medical side other than driving and sitting with littleone every test, procedure that she has and then I will be there when the Doctor sits downs with US and tells U/us the results and or needed cure.

Do I have all the answers? No Am I going to have all the answers? No, BUT I sure as hell am going to do My best to see that this lifestyle that I and littleone have will remain on track ( sorry littleone, I had to mention O/our trains ) and nothing will derail O/our dreams to live it NO MATTER who tries, directly or indirectly to screw it up !!

Stay tune later the updates.......

Well it is Official.....

Let it be know near and far that I along with littleone now have a houseboy and it's name is drakor.

This afternoon the three of U/us drove over to O/our favorite BDSM store Il Bolero to see Johnny and Franca about getting houseboy his collar that will now be used while he is in O/our presence at all times. When W/we got back to the Condo it was pleasure to sign, along with littleone, the contract that was worked out and agreed on finally listing his hard limits all 34 of them.

Once the pomp and ceremony was done it was back to getting on with the normal routine that being houseboy cleaning the Condo ( he is also littleone's paid cleaning person ) then littleone getting down to her taking control of him which I have no doubt she is going to post all the details about that.....

So, I have now entered a new era in My BDSM lifestyle that being a Sir to littleone and a Co-Owner of houseboy, I wonder what is next?

On the mend and littleone likes it too......

Well it has been awhile since I sat down in front of the keyboard, but it has been a bit busy. Since the gall bladder operation that was only going to keep Me down for a couple of days turned into a few weeks. It would seem that between the severe reaction to the pain pills the Doctors gave Me to an infection at the main incision site.......

But I must be on the mend, I played hard ( or at least for now ) with littleone and she seemed happy with My performance..... I can only hope I will be back in full force soon ( even with My vanilla life butting in ).....

Well that is it for now butt if I didn't say this I would be a lousy Sir.......

THANK YOU LITTLEONE for EVERYTHING and BEING THERE for Me...

Just a quickie...

This is the nurse I thought I would have after coming home from My Gall-Bladder operation and having a slave nurse getting back at Me for all My treatment of her for the past 6 years.

WELL, what I saw and have been treated to is like the nurse below...

and All I have to say to My Nurse Littleone is THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE.....

Sir,

Owner of morningstar and Nurse Littleone :-)))

I'm so tired of......

This is a rant, a rant to Myself, it is meant for only Me, but I need to write it down somewhere and here I write it..... so don't make it more than what it is a rant from a tired old man in a young man's body....



I am F*cking tired of getting things wrong not all the time, but the majority of it..



I should do this or I shouldn't have done that,

I should say this or I shouldn't have said that,

I should have thought or I shouldn't have thought,

I should have been there or I shouldn't been there,

I should have spent more time or I shouldn't have spent that long,

I should play harder or I shouldn't have play that hard,

I should have listened or I shouldn't have listened,



All My life the above list and more that I didn't mentioned have been rounding around in My head and I would have thought by now I would have found or acted the correct way, but get this I haven't and I honestly don't think I am every going to either, as someone is always saying " SUCKS TO BE ME "



Well that is it for Me until the next goof up........

A couple of things...

Hello again fellow BDSM bloggers....

First off, sorry for knot posting before this, butt life can just get in the way of things that one should be taken care of, so the blog had to be placed on the back burner so other things could get done plus I am sure you have been reading littleone's blog...

Now down to the main reason for this update, yesterday W/we had do go to the $store to get a couple of convertibles for the new house boy's session tomorrow. While littleone was getting her "boy's" things I noticed something in the pet section....

got your attention yet>>>?? well here is the what that toy looked like before the fun started...

Now littleone thought this wasn't going to be a bad little toy as she thought all I was going to do was just brush her ass with it, well the first area I decided to attack lightly was her nipples ( an area that she is always saying are off limits to Me * surprise NO area of her bod is off limits to Me at ANYTIME * ) with just light tapping and brushing and WOW did she go nuts and have a jaw dropping reaction....

Awhile later in the day I decided that littleone was getting restless, so I figured another session was in order but this time on her ass, well BROTHER was she yelling words under her breath, personally I think a couple of pictures are better than My poor choice of words so here are just a couple to show you the results... oh and by the way, littleone hasn't stopped bitching about the burning and soreness of her ass exspecially after I cleaned her ass with Witchhazel something I always do or have her do when there is blood....

BTW the train layout is moving along even though I have decided that the backround pictures should be replaced with backround models like the one below....

Until the next time I blog, do have a Knotty day......

Feeling sad for littleone....

This is how littleone was looking this morning and I am feeling sad for her mostly since W/we were suppose to be on O/our way the the annual WITW ( Weekend in the Woods ) BDSM camp that W/we both were looking forward to attending.....

I don't really know at this time what is wrong with her except she tells Me every bone in her body is killing her and she was walking like a 100+ year old when she went for her morning smoke, she is now in bed and I would strongly think feeling really sad for all her hard work getting ready for the camp ( see the pic ) will now be wasted..

she has just crawled downstairs in tears saying how sorry she is she has ruined the trip and that I should take O/our friend Cloud in her place, but hell what fun would that be, not that Cloud isn't a good fellow and all, but hell is just wouldn't be the same without My littleone!!!!

Maybe, although I sure as hell won't push it ( yes, GOS is still around ) littleone will be better latter today or tomorrow to want to hit the road. Personally, I think W/we should just forget about the money W/we paid for the camp and get My littleone back in 100% shape so I can beat the hell out of her, don't you agree folks???

This ones for you kaya...

kaya.........

you said in your comment to littleone's " Gift " blog " Ouch, well then these pics must be double OUCH, what do you think??

6 and counting....

Well today was O/our 6th anniversary together as Sir and slave. Over the years W/we have had O/our ups and downs, butt thank God more ups than downs.

I am sure I didn't give littleone everything she wanted today, but this isn't out of the norm, butt I do hope I gave her a few things to remember this year's event as the pictures show below...

you should be able to see the puddle ( more like a pond ) of littleone's 6 organisms...

Below is the Dragon that littleone gave Me to symbolise My being her Dragon...

Thanks littleone for putting up with this Old Sir :-)))