Tuesday, March 07, 2017
Friday, March 03, 2017
Fairy tales/dreams CAN'T come true to some....
Well for those that dream and DO believe in fairy tales that is wonderful and to them I hope Santa brings them what they want...
For me though, MY dreams haven't come true and I sure can't see them doing so in the near or distance future !!!
In the near future I will be alone in a town that I moved to for that " dream " or fairy tale life with the person I KNEW I loved ( until I screwed up medically ) and was willing to up root my life that was well established and I enjoyed... Well without going into any of the details or placing blame on ANYONE she walked out the door...
In the break up things were said, BDSM people took sides and I LOST big time and still am paying for those mistakes...
So boys and girls Fairy Tales DON'T come true to some and honestly I really don't know what my next step is although I do have something in mind that I DO hope I will complete very VERY soon as day by day I get more bitter, less loving and just keep the door closed and locked longer...
But I do THANK someone for KILLING my dreams and hopes especially later in my life....
For me though, MY dreams haven't come true and I sure can't see them doing so in the near or distance future !!!
In the near future I will be alone in a town that I moved to for that " dream " or fairy tale life with the person I KNEW I loved ( until I screwed up medically ) and was willing to up root my life that was well established and I enjoyed... Well without going into any of the details or placing blame on ANYONE she walked out the door...
In the break up things were said, BDSM people took sides and I LOST big time and still am paying for those mistakes...
So boys and girls Fairy Tales DON'T come true to some and honestly I really don't know what my next step is although I do have something in mind that I DO hope I will complete very VERY soon as day by day I get more bitter, less loving and just keep the door closed and locked longer...
But I do THANK someone for KILLING my dreams and hopes especially later in my life....
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