What am I missing here???

Well Christmas come and passed and the reviews are in.

I have a great deal of more work to be done it seems, the presents were acceptable but the presentation was lack lusted, just seems to Me that I can't get the hang of things, I wonder IF I ever will, maybe I was never cut out to be a Sir or it just in My system?? Maybe a GOS can never be a Sir, I was hoping that was never true.

littleone was counting down the days, hours, minutes to getting what she thought was going to be an all day pain session and all she really got was a pain for a Sir... oh I did give her new Christmas presents a workout but just knot the whole day she was looking forward to, God know she deserves it, but I am knot sure I will be able to fill her needs/wants/desires EVER :-((

The only thing I can come up with is to keep trying until there is nothing left in Me to honestly make littleone happy then it is My responsibility to start looking around to find that Sir Ma'am/Master Mistress/Dom Domme to fill her needs where I couldn't, then that will be the sadist day in My life.

AND littleone, I am knot saying I am leaving you..... just as you do thinking

To Everyone......

Let it be known that all year Christmas is a BAH HUMBUG, butt on this day may you all have a most WONDERFUL day filled with all the love and wishes that You and your other ( whom that may be ) that your heart can hold....

....Ebenezer Sir

HO, HO, HO... The Christmas spirit has started

Well on most Christmas days I am usually heard while walking around saying BAH HUMBUG and meaning it, but I must say that since I have now found a great way to hang those Christmas cards that W/we have received from O/our friends I might just start going around saying bah humbug instead but with a smile on My face.

littleone, is looking forward to this Xmas season since she got the good word from those medical Santa's and thus is also looking forward to Me giving her Xmas presents the way she likes them, and have I gone over board this season too, but have I told you I don't like Christmas, yet I do love celebrating it with littleone ;-) let's just hope she too will enjoy celebrating with the same passion after seeing what is the hanging from the chains as I will.

Look forward to her up cumming blogs in the near future discussing those presents, ohhhhh I am very, very sure she IS going to blog about them :-))