Monday, April 12, 2010

I feel like an Ogre

I am feeling like an Ogre with all of morningstar's friends saying it is a shame she has be alone while she is so sick.

It is my fault she is so sick and so alone, well in my mind that is true, if I hadn't been such a Fuc*ng Ogre by leaving her and everything else I did to her she would be fine and not sick or alone.

2 comments:

Buffalo said...

I don't have any idea how to respond to such a statement.

butterfly said...

Although I'm many days late answering this, I just have to comment.

Exactly how have you made her sick?? I realize you just feel that way, but really, you're being terribly hard on yourself, IMO. I hate that you're beating yourself up so much. Stuff happens, and one thing that has happened is your relationship ended. I hope you'll start feeling better soon...guilt is such a wasted emotion.

butterfly