Sunday, April 30, 2006
Doms Are from Mars, subbies Are from Venus*
I have often wondered why God gave U/us emotions, they only get U/us into troubles that W/we truly didn't ask for sometimes..
Over the past weekend ( and longer too ) My subbie, littleone, has been troubled, mostly in My opinion by her own emotions. By thinking that I am up to something, getting another submissive, tired of her, disappointed in her, etc.. and I am going to release her. her mind is playing a mind fuck on her better than I ever could ( pity I am missing all that fun ) and no matter what I say or do she is acting like it is true...
Well, she just might get her wish for I can't take many more emotional outbursts that the one I was dealing with today ( totally moody ), even though I have & gladly wanted to put in a great deal of time, money and emotions in this relationship of Sir/submissive I am getting to the end of the My rope trying to deal with her emotions and how to deal with them.
I know I haven't been able to D/s her the way she wants fully. Maybe I am not the correct Dom for her and I am just fooling Myself that I am. Just maybe I should release her so she can find the correct Dom that will beat her ass every hour of the day and night, a Dom that can support her financially, mentally and most importantly emotionally.
I honestly don't know what to do anymore, I have told her, talked to others in the lifestyle about this and sadly, very sadly I just don't know anymore.....
* Sorry Dr. J. Grey, author of " Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus ", for stealing your title for My title.