I have often wondered why God gave U/us emotions, they only get U/us into troubles that W/we truly didn't ask for sometimes..
Over the past weekend ( and longer too ) My subbie, littleone, has been troubled, mostly in My opinion by her own emotions. By thinking that I am up to something, getting another submissive, tired of her, disappointed in her, etc.. and I am going to release her. her mind is playing a mind fuck on her better than I ever could ( pity I am missing all that fun ) and no matter what I say or do she is acting like it is true...
Well, she just might get her wish for I can't take many more emotional outbursts that the one I was dealing with today ( totally moody ), even though I have & gladly wanted to put in a great deal of time, money and emotions in this relationship of Sir/submissive I am getting to the end of the My rope trying to deal with her emotions and how to deal with them.
I know I haven't been able to D/s her the way she wants fully. Maybe I am not the correct Dom for her and I am just fooling Myself that I am. Just maybe I should release her so she can find the correct Dom that will beat her ass every hour of the day and night, a Dom that can support her financially, mentally and most importantly emotionally.
I honestly don't know what to do anymore, I have told her, talked to others in the lifestyle about this and sadly, very sadly I just don't know anymore.....
* Sorry Dr. J. Grey, author of " Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus ", for stealing your title for My title.
9 comments:
/sigh
thinking of Y/you both...
~gina~
*hugs* heres to hope you both get things all righted soon :)
What I say to one friend I say to the other: sadness, I am here for you when you need me
Thank you cloud, jo, annissa, darlingina, dae for all your wishes of hope...
At the present W/we are working on things...
Butt it is so very nice to see that others care and My THANKS for that..
Sir,
Owner of morningstar
Communication is key. Open up and talk and allow yourself to be vulnerable to each other. Express what you really feel and want. Be honest and open. I can't stress the importance of communication enough.
Each day is a new day. Regardless of the mechanics of a relationship there is a need for communication, love, and tenderness.
(Damn! Did I say that?)
it's so hard when we feel something deep inside, and can't make that feeling go away, even when everything logical is telling us we are wrong.
i hope you both will work through this..
huggggs
alluring red
just a piece of unasked for advice, has her hormones been tested lately? lots can be done and a lot naturally, too. best to you both.
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