Something littleone said today...

This evening I have invited a friend over to MY house and not to littleone's Condo to have a supper with U/us. This friend isn't into the lifestyle but does know that W/we are and accepts U/us for who W/we are and not what W/we practice, but this isn't why I am writing this blog but rather what My littleone said this morning " Don't you want me to make you proud of me "

Well, I know that this evening's dinner of Rack of Lamb, Peach Chessecake will be great and even though I am writing this now ( before supper is served ) I KNOW everything will be perfect and that littleone has done everything correct and honestly even if everything didn't work out it would STILL be perfect to Me.

So, the following image says it all....



ps: she always makes Me proud, even if things don't go the way I want/demand of her.

Happy Easter

Last week's report card

Well, on some levels last week with My littleone was a success and on some levels it was a failure.

The good side, littleone got her new car, I learnt how to make an egg MacMuffin well My way knot their way ....

On the failure side, I didn't Dom My littleone like I should have or would have liked to. I wasn't tough enough, demanding enough or played enough with her.

I truly wonder if I ever will be the Dom My littleone wants/needs? Oh I know she says I am doing it right for her, butt I wonder how much happier she would be if a stronger Dom that thinks and acts the way she wants comes along she would be??

I go over in My mind what I haven't done and I think I will learn for the next time, butt when the next time comes around I don't seem to get it correct :=((

Well for now back to the drawing board to see what will happen next time.

Oh, this is a picture of My Egg MacMuffin, nothing MacDonald`s has to worry about..

St. Valentine's Report

It was a lovely St. Valentine's Day, it was nice to get the above card from My littleone, although it nearly got a different icing as when littleone was icing it I decided to " attack " her from behind, pity W/we didn't place the cake in between her legs since once again she was " repaired " ( she always says she is broken when I get her that way )...

Later on in the day I decided that it had been awhile since the leather thongs had been used and not wishing them to knot to go bad, I told her to get them out and well, you can see by the below picture what happened

After a lovely steak and potatoes dinner I let My littleone think that was it for the evening, butt I fooled her and when down to the dungeon and got out the " Circus and Veggie " whips and brought them back upstair. This was going to be a nice treat since they, like the leather thongs, hadn't been used for awhile. Well it wasn't long before her fairies were guiding her on the path of la-la land.

Now, today she is moving slowly and aching butt I would assume she is enjoying every minute of pain ;-)

Oh, I dropped by The Heron Clan's blog site to read swan's blog of the 14th and smiled seeing there is still old fashioned love in this world.

Well that is My report and I am sticking to it..

A failing weekend...

Well the report card is in and I failed the weekend... First off W/we went to the curling outing for My military association and was it was to be My first assignment since I became an Ensign and My new position, the Garrison photographer, and the camera battery ran out of power :-( the only thing that is going to save My butt is the " old " Garrison photographer was there so he carried on taking the pictures. Oh I also found out that he was promoted to the rank of second in command at the time I becoming a Ensign, and I should have known that, another goof...

The bigger failing grade was with My littleone this weekend. I know she doesn't like change and having to show up at My new digs is a large change for her! Having her over here and without the toys she has become accustomed to was too much for her I think since Sunday was a lost cause. Oh, I tried to use a small strap that I have in My Black bag that I have to use on other subs that wish to play without using My littleone's toys ( a safety thing ), I ordered her over to a chair and to stand and I started in on her ass, nothing really so I changed to My hands and still nothing really, but I did think I would get some reaction in My mind but all I really got was an afternoon of a subbie on the sofa pouting or at least that is the way I read it.

W/we had Chinese food for Saturday's noon lunch and the left overs I thought My littleone would like to take home butt even that failed she left them all and took none home even though I told her to..

I am wondering if that old saying is really true, you can't teach an old dog new tricks for I have tried to please her in the ways of BDSM and I keep failing over and over again. I know she is a good slave/subbie/servant and deserves better, a Master that can handle all her needs not one that continues to fail the grade, I guess I should turn in My " Sir " commission?

A toy that keeps on giving after the licking

Well who would have thought that a little cute item like the picture above would have My littleone saying and moving OUCH, butt it has :-)

I went to Adam and Gillian's Sensual Whips and Toys website to leave them a word or two about what a lovely product they had in this product to go along with some of their other lovely products they produce that My littleone has purchased over the past year or two butt sadly they don't have a section to leave comments thus I am doing it here.

Over the past 7 years I as well as My littlone have purchased many toys to use and I must say how impressed I am with this toy with the one exception and that is leaving " I was there " mark and I am sadly starting to believe this is never going to happen with littleone.

I am enjoying using this toy very much for a few reasons, one it feels good in My hand, two is can be used from a light swing to a heavy swing ( although I haven't used it at that level, yet ;-) but soon will be ), three it is just a pleasure using it without tiring Me out over a long session.

Well the Holiday Season has started :-(...

For those that celebrate the Holiday Season to the fullest I wish you everything you look forward to.

This year the Hoilday Season was going to be a tough one in My opinion and I was/am correct, I personally don't enjoy celebrating Christmas with the exception seeing the looks and excitement of My two Non-Grandsons ( Non because they are littleone's daughter's kids and since I am knot married to littleone thus I am not Grandfather but rather Non-Grandfather ). littleone loves Christmas but it is getting very hard for her since her family is growing up and their schedules are becoming more and more hectic. This year was the start of this, her girls dropped in to have a Christmas lunch yesterday and then it was off to the other families. This morning littleone sat in her chair after being shaved ( after her 6 week punishment ) and teared up and only after pushing and pushing did I get the reason why. I won't go into detail because I am sure I won't explain perfectly ( maybe she will do it in her blog ) but I will say I was so sad that I couldn't help her at all butt rather sit there and listen to her. Personally I agree with her thinking and maybe it is time to rethink the Christmas Season with the family.

I hate it when I can't help her, for I think/know if I step in and talk to the kids I might/will screw things up more and that wouldn't help littleone out at all.

So, over the years I have become more and more a Grinch, an Ebenezer Scrooge and that way I can't/won't be hurt when things go screwy, but even with those feelings I can't help and hope that littleone's future Christmas' are better than the ones that have made her tear up and become sad.

Oh, you should see the BDSM christmas present littleone got Me ( again I hope she posts the picture on her blog I foolishly forgot My camera at home this visit ) it is wonderful!!

The Reason why....

Here is just some of the reasons why I am knot over with littleone and doing all those BDSM things she is needing :-((

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Tomorrow is the Grey Cup maybe that will make up for Me knot being with littleone today....

littleone and Sir......

littleone has no Internet.....

littleone has no Sir.... ( home supervising construction ppl )

littleone has a very sore infected finger.....

littleone has something bothering her......

Sir can't help....

Sir doesn't like this at all.....

only good thing is W/we are going to the Grey Cup Game on Sunday......

Tis the season

My littleone wrote about the start of Christmas season soon. I have been working hard on getting My parents house ready to be fixed up and painted at the expense of knot being able to be Sir to littleone...



Well as you can see by the below picture I found something of My Mother's that My littleone, more like Myself, can start the Xmas season off in the right spirit of the season....

HO, HO, HO.......

Addendum: Sorry for all the cunt hair, butt as I stated earlier I have been busy with other things, butt I told littleone she was to be shaved today she declined so I have decided that she can stay that way until Dec 25th.... MERRY CHRISTMAS

I just don't get !!!!

I have been told that I should take more of a Dominate role in My ways and stop being a GOS ( Good Old Sir ) also come up with different ways of doing things. I have also been told that It should be all about Me and that she comes afterwards if that at all.

Well, I just did that, I told her to get down to the dungeon after I had just finished shaving her cunt hair off so I could do what I wanted to do to her that being just to play a bit with her and then make her come.

What did I get for this, a crying, upset subbie :-( A sub that was at My feet ( after I called her over from her chair ) explaining things to a now silent Dom.

I JUST DON'T FUCKING GET IT !!! Oh, she explained it to Me but it really doesn't make any sense to this old Dom, maybe I am just too old for this privilege of being a Dom, maybe I should just bag My bags and let her find the Dom that understands what she wants, needs and the way she wishes to be handled because I just don't get it !!

And I am sorry for that too....

Changes are cumming :-))

Well it has been awhile since I have posted here for loads of reasons I am knot going to bore you with or get Myself in trouble with.

Over the past several months though I have been trying to change My GOS ( Good Old Sir ) ways in dealing with My littleone. I think I have been doing a good job changing to the surprise of her, like this evening when I went downstairs and got the lovely cane that she had purchased earlier this year from Adam and Gillian's Sensual Whips and Toys website. Telling her to get her ass over to the living stool was a real shock to her especially since I wouldn't show her the cane until the first swing and then it was OUCH !! then other words she used.... No warm up, no light taps just a good old fashion English caning and I LOVED every swing to her white soon to be red ass although not as red as W/we would love.

So here are the pics of the marks that were left and the means of My pleasure...

I am starting to enjoy this new change from the old ways of GOS, I just have to make sure that I don't create a new monster on My Hands....

Only time will tell and hopefully I will keep up My posts on My progress better than I have been doing in the past....

After 7 years this is all I get???

This is one of the presents I received today from My littleone on O/our seventh anniversary of becoming a BDSM couple.

It got Me thinking is this all I get after 7 years, a copper Hindu pot? After all the tears ( knot all from a good spanking/flogging or other BDSM things ) that I have had to see and listen to, all the disobedience she has shown, all the stamping of feet and other things too many to mention, THIS is all I get? NO WAY !!!!!

I also get a subbie ( slave, submissive just in case you don't like subbie ) who is there for Me when I need her, when I need a shoulder to lean on, when a laugh is required, when I need a level head but most of all a subbie that is devoted to Me and O/our lifestyle.

In My opinion that is worth more than a copper Hindu pot anytime!!!! Do you think??

Sir to morningstar aka My littleone

The Runaway by Norman Rockwell

There are Zippers and then.....

There are zippers and then there are ZIPPERS, as My littleone found out this evening.

Y/you should have been there when I gave My littleone her gift that I had purchased since she had been feeling sick all week.

her eyes were as wide as saucers and her mouth dropped opened wide enough to be able to take a 3 inch ball gag without any troubles if I had one hanging around. she know what her gift was, that of a package of clothes pegs complete with a clothes rope to link them together. I ordered her to get started on the linking process and all I heard was " isn't it my bedtime, Sir ? " of course it wasn't not even close.

Here is what the finished product was:

sorry this was the finished results:

No need for expense....

Just a quick blog about toys and the cost of them. You can go out and spend a fortune for great toys and get little reaction from Your sub/slave, then You can go out and spend almost nothing and get the greatest reaction from them, below You will see what I am talking about..

W/we were at a local party favors store getting some wedding supplies for the weddings this summer, so while My littleone was doing her thing I was browsing the store when I spotted something for a lowly price of $3.99 for a drinking tube with a chain for around the neck that is used for shot drinks. Well in a brief test in the store I held the tube and swung the chain part at littleone's arm first and OUCH could be heard, then the ass was next and DAM was heard with a smile on her face. That was it, it was a purchase....

Train wreck???

What happens when a Master and a slave are too independent.... there could be a train wreck down the line :-(

So what does a Master do to cure this problem? Does he get out all the punishment tools, yell at the slave or just say nothing and keep His feels inside or worse???

Can summer be far behind??

Well it is springtime in the North, for how long no one can tell, but can summer be too far behind?

As you can see My littleone is out on the patio cleaning up the winter damage. It is so nice to see her outside doing what she loves, her patio, her secret garden something I KNOW she is going to what to have up and running very soon. her meds are over and all that is left is to find out just how much they worked, personally I think they have worked and life around here is going to get back to the old ways I am Master and she is slave and if somehow that isn't to be and the meds didn't work life around here is still going to be I am Master and she is slave!

So, it is sooooooooo nice to see My littleone getting ready for summer and her secret garden :-)

Happy Easter

Off to find those Easter eggs ;-))

Sir

Owner of morningstar

littleone, this is for you

This afternoon as well as this weekend just didn't go the way I had to planned so the only word that I can say is what My friend about is showing to you.....

your Sir

Blackmail??? I think knot, just down right fun :-)

littleone in her blog said I would blackmail her with pictures of her painting, I wouldn't blackmail her as I don't need to do that since I am her Sir and anything ( with her permission ) I say goes so I just think showing you her painting will give Y/you a good laugh like I got by watching her...

( ps: notice the red ass from a little hand spanking I did on her so this was a BDSM thing and knot a vanilla thing )

Also in another blog of littleone's she pointed out about her latest cleaning duties around the condo so why knot show Y/you these photos....

God, yeah got to love digital cameras, I know I do !

The cup runith over

Well now I think you have the picture of the title of this blog... It was awhile since I have needled My littleone and I finally got to the pharmacy that W/we found in Chinatown for the needles. Unfortunately I couldn't get the .025 gauge needles and had to settle for .022 a much more flexible needle that I don't really enjoy as the bend a tad too much when I am inserting them into littleone's ass.

On My birthday W/we went down to the Fétiche Store to redeem the gift certificate that W/we had won from the Knotty International group supper a couple of months ago. I settled on a Bondage DVD and a very nice cupping set. Well I have used it a couple of times with very good success and I thought what would happen if I combined cupping and needling, well I can tell you now it was a GREAT success as the picture shows, sorry I can't film the feelings that littleone was going through but I can tell you she was in subspace for awhile after..

Sorry for the delay in bloging this

Can you ever say it enough?

Several days ago it was the day for everyone that has a loved one to remember just how lucky they are to have that special someone in their lives.

Can you ever say THANKS enough? NO, and if anyone says different is truly needs to rethink their relationship. Think how lucky you are to have a partner that allows you to enjoy the lifestyle and do thinks like this:

So littleone THANKS

Sir,

Owner of morningstar

Who would have thought???

that a little thing purchased at a Dollarstore would could the pain and marks that it did on My littleone, I DID !!!

I was out killing time while My littleone was with her youngest daughter looking for a wedding dress that the youngest needed for this July I dropped into the store and was looking around seeing what I could get to give My littleone after the day's shopping ( she hates shopping btw ) and there in the corner of the store I saw a bunch of rulers hanging there. Normally I would have pasted over them thinking ho hum boring but something drew Me to them and it wasn't the pretty colors but something did. When I arrived to them I noticed the words on the card that was attached to the ruler " Never Breaks " and said to Myself I doubt that with My littleone's ass and how she can break almost all the paddles, canes and others, then I noticed on the ruler itself the word " Xtraflex " so I picked it off the hook and felt that is wasn't the standard HARD plastic ruler but rather a SOFT flexible plastic one.

Well, when W/we got back from the Wedding store ( the one were the youngest got the lovely dress to be used, pssst she is going to look lovely in it ) littleone was complaining that she was broken ( her medical problem ) when she saw the package of clothes pegs ( oh I didn't tell you about them ) that was in the same bag as the ruler from hell so I knew the only thing to do was not to wait until later to use the ruler but rather order her to living room hassock and get those cotton panties down and present her ass for a sampling of the ruler from hell. My God did she yell on the first and every stroke after :-))

So who would have thought it was going to be this good? I did and W/we are so glad I did as the top right picture shows well sort of shows since her ear to ear grin never got photographed.

Bitch, bitch, bitch

That is all I have heard from My littleone today and I really don't understand why she should be complainting like she is.

You will first have to go over to her blog of today to understand the first reason and set of pictures to get her first reason to bitch.

For the second reason you can see below:

Well attached to the ass...

and just to add a bit of fun to the action.

So, I ask Y/you, Do you understand why littleone is Bitching? I don't

Sir,

Owner of morningstar

What am I missing here???

Well Christmas come and passed and the reviews are in.

I have a great deal of more work to be done it seems, the presents were acceptable but the presentation was lack lusted, just seems to Me that I can't get the hang of things, I wonder IF I ever will, maybe I was never cut out to be a Sir or it just in My system?? Maybe a GOS can never be a Sir, I was hoping that was never true.

littleone was counting down the days, hours, minutes to getting what she thought was going to be an all day pain session and all she really got was a pain for a Sir... oh I did give her new Christmas presents a workout but just knot the whole day she was looking forward to, God know she deserves it, but I am knot sure I will be able to fill her needs/wants/desires EVER :-((

The only thing I can come up with is to keep trying until there is nothing left in Me to honestly make littleone happy then it is My responsibility to start looking around to find that Sir Ma'am/Master Mistress/Dom Domme to fill her needs where I couldn't, then that will be the sadist day in My life.

AND littleone, I am knot saying I am leaving you..... just as you do thinking

To Everyone......

Let it be known that all year Christmas is a BAH HUMBUG, butt on this day may you all have a most WONDERFUL day filled with all the love and wishes that You and your other ( whom that may be ) that your heart can hold....

....Ebenezer Sir

HO, HO, HO... The Christmas spirit has started

Well on most Christmas days I am usually heard while walking around saying BAH HUMBUG and meaning it, but I must say that since I have now found a great way to hang those Christmas cards that W/we have received from O/our friends I might just start going around saying bah humbug instead but with a smile on My face.

littleone, is looking forward to this Xmas season since she got the good word from those medical Santa's and thus is also looking forward to Me giving her Xmas presents the way she likes them, and have I gone over board this season too, but have I told you I don't like Christmas, yet I do love celebrating it with littleone ;-) let's just hope she too will enjoy celebrating with the same passion after seeing what is the hanging from the chains as I will.

Look forward to her up cumming blogs in the near future discussing those presents, ohhhhh I am very, very sure she IS going to blog about them :-))

Wondering out loud about things.....

Yes I know :-(( it has been a few weeks since I have blogged but life and lifestyle has gotten in the way....

I have been doing some thinking and YES it did hurt.... Lately things around here has been like a 3 ring circus between littleone's daughters getting ready for their weddings next year, the addition of houseboy and now littleone's health problems ( Mine basically I hope are over ).

The weddings:

Basically at this time I am sitting back and watching, listening and being there for littleone when the two daughters go though the trials and tribulations of getting ready for their weddings and in My mind the one up-manship that almost all sisters go through.... So My role at this time is to be there for littleone when the kids say or do something that really drives littleone to the hills and tears. I will take mental notes, be there for driving duties, and getting deals if they are in My power to get and then wait until I have to step in and protect My littleone from really getting hurt AND TRUST Me when I say this, if the wedding arrangements or the kids start/are hurting their Mom then the wedding on O/our side will be cancelled!!

The houseboy:

This was a learning curve on My side. Could a switch that has always leaned on the Dominant side really be a slave/submissive ( what ever title one wishes to use ) to a submissive that truly has never been a Dominant ( in the lifestyle ). Well the mid-terms are in as far as I am concerned and the to Me I would give an A for effort by both the parties. As for the rest well I don't think anyone has failed in their areas, but I do think as the quote goes " You can't teach an old dog new tricks ". Everyone is trying their best, but on each side they aren't happy and this isn't good in My thinking.

littleone's Health:

Here is an area that at this stage is too early to talk about since the tests, results and all that Medicial stuff that has to be done is ahead of littleone. The only thing I know, feel and MUST happen is My support is there, wants to be there, every step of the way. I still haven't understood 100% this thing littleone has, but I do trust her Doctor that has said it isn't cancer ( now I haven't talked to the Doctor directly yet, but in the past this Doctor has shown the wisdom that I do like in My Own Doctors ) so I will step back on the medical side other than driving and sitting with littleone every test, procedure that she has and then I will be there when the Doctor sits downs with US and tells U/us the results and or needed cure.

Do I have all the answers? No Am I going to have all the answers? No, BUT I sure as hell am going to do My best to see that this lifestyle that I and littleone have will remain on track ( sorry littleone, I had to mention O/our trains ) and nothing will derail O/our dreams to live it NO MATTER who tries, directly or indirectly to screw it up !!

Stay tune later the updates.......

Well it is Official.....

Let it be know near and far that I along with littleone now have a houseboy and it's name is drakor.

This afternoon the three of U/us drove over to O/our favorite BDSM store Il Bolero to see Johnny and Franca about getting houseboy his collar that will now be used while he is in O/our presence at all times. When W/we got back to the Condo it was pleasure to sign, along with littleone, the contract that was worked out and agreed on finally listing his hard limits all 34 of them.

Once the pomp and ceremony was done it was back to getting on with the normal routine that being houseboy cleaning the Condo ( he is also littleone's paid cleaning person ) then littleone getting down to her taking control of him which I have no doubt she is going to post all the details about that.....

So, I have now entered a new era in My BDSM lifestyle that being a Sir to littleone and a Co-Owner of houseboy, I wonder what is next?

On the mend and littleone likes it too......

Well it has been awhile since I sat down in front of the keyboard, but it has been a bit busy. Since the gall bladder operation that was only going to keep Me down for a couple of days turned into a few weeks. It would seem that between the severe reaction to the pain pills the Doctors gave Me to an infection at the main incision site.......

But I must be on the mend, I played hard ( or at least for now ) with littleone and she seemed happy with My performance..... I can only hope I will be back in full force soon ( even with My vanilla life butting in ).....

Well that is it for now butt if I didn't say this I would be a lousy Sir.......

THANK YOU LITTLEONE for EVERYTHING and BEING THERE for Me...

Just a quickie...

This is the nurse I thought I would have after coming home from My Gall-Bladder operation and having a slave nurse getting back at Me for all My treatment of her for the past 6 years.

WELL, what I saw and have been treated to is like the nurse below...

and All I have to say to My Nurse Littleone is THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE.....

Sir,

Owner of morningstar and Nurse Littleone :-)))

I'm so tired of......

This is a rant, a rant to Myself, it is meant for only Me, but I need to write it down somewhere and here I write it..... so don't make it more than what it is a rant from a tired old man in a young man's body....



I am F*cking tired of getting things wrong not all the time, but the majority of it..



I should do this or I shouldn't have done that,

I should say this or I shouldn't have said that,

I should have thought or I shouldn't have thought,

I should have been there or I shouldn't been there,

I should have spent more time or I shouldn't have spent that long,

I should play harder or I shouldn't have play that hard,

I should have listened or I shouldn't have listened,



All My life the above list and more that I didn't mentioned have been rounding around in My head and I would have thought by now I would have found or acted the correct way, but get this I haven't and I honestly don't think I am every going to either, as someone is always saying " SUCKS TO BE ME "



Well that is it for Me until the next goof up........

A couple of things...

Hello again fellow BDSM bloggers....

First off, sorry for knot posting before this, butt life can just get in the way of things that one should be taken care of, so the blog had to be placed on the back burner so other things could get done plus I am sure you have been reading littleone's blog...

Now down to the main reason for this update, yesterday W/we had do go to the $store to get a couple of convertibles for the new house boy's session tomorrow. While littleone was getting her "boy's" things I noticed something in the pet section....

got your attention yet>>>?? well here is the what that toy looked like before the fun started...

Now littleone thought this wasn't going to be a bad little toy as she thought all I was going to do was just brush her ass with it, well the first area I decided to attack lightly was her nipples ( an area that she is always saying are off limits to Me * surprise NO area of her bod is off limits to Me at ANYTIME * ) with just light tapping and brushing and WOW did she go nuts and have a jaw dropping reaction....

Awhile later in the day I decided that littleone was getting restless, so I figured another session was in order but this time on her ass, well BROTHER was she yelling words under her breath, personally I think a couple of pictures are better than My poor choice of words so here are just a couple to show you the results... oh and by the way, littleone hasn't stopped bitching about the burning and soreness of her ass exspecially after I cleaned her ass with Witchhazel something I always do or have her do when there is blood....

BTW the train layout is moving along even though I have decided that the backround pictures should be replaced with backround models like the one below....

Until the next time I blog, do have a Knotty day......

Feeling sad for littleone....

This is how littleone was looking this morning and I am feeling sad for her mostly since W/we were suppose to be on O/our way the the annual WITW ( Weekend in the Woods ) BDSM camp that W/we both were looking forward to attending.....

I don't really know at this time what is wrong with her except she tells Me every bone in her body is killing her and she was walking like a 100+ year old when she went for her morning smoke, she is now in bed and I would strongly think feeling really sad for all her hard work getting ready for the camp ( see the pic ) will now be wasted..

she has just crawled downstairs in tears saying how sorry she is she has ruined the trip and that I should take O/our friend Cloud in her place, but hell what fun would that be, not that Cloud isn't a good fellow and all, but hell is just wouldn't be the same without My littleone!!!!

Maybe, although I sure as hell won't push it ( yes, GOS is still around ) littleone will be better latter today or tomorrow to want to hit the road. Personally, I think W/we should just forget about the money W/we paid for the camp and get My littleone back in 100% shape so I can beat the hell out of her, don't you agree folks???

This ones for you kaya...

kaya.........

you said in your comment to littleone's " Gift " blog " Ouch, well then these pics must be double OUCH, what do you think??